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It opened wounds, some slow, then slowly more, let me not bruised, bloody. I do not want to erase this pain, I want to use this pain always remind me warm all these years have been in, but you never leave. openappmkt Tragedy of life is not what you do not get anything, but you missed the ,,, that summer when I wore a full head of hair-inch, like a little fool like rampage when you have walked openappmkt into my life. At that time I also pride proud to spread the news among the lane, I finally saw my mom and dad only at the mouth to hear you. At that time, you dressed in a simple dress, body spotless. At that time, clean your Prince Charming is like a dream, like me. You hold my hand with a big little palm, palm of your hand, I can feel the warmth, I know it is the flesh and blood of love. You led me to the shuttle in every street I grew up too, listening to the twittering I tell every story you have not experienced but I relish. Together we buy popsicles, dental mouth is not very good and you like a child with me, breathing biting popsicles, listening to the sound of ice in your mouth and chew teeth to be issued, and we laugh together laughing; openappmkt Us go to the beach, along with stepped barefoot on the beach holding hands our sandals, we put together the feet soaked in the sea, put together a bunch of weird to retrieve shells placed on the balcony; together we go apple orchard, I jumping with joy to climb the tree, you whining I carefully, there are no scolding openappmkt speech openappmkt was full of care, I picked apples openappmkt on the tree, you caught openappmkt me throw down the apple tree,, But you are only there for a short period we have a summer vacation, then you have to back up the Northeast. When farewell, we are tearful, but you did laugh with tears that I really was a kid. Reunited again when we reunite again, I took full of scars, your eyes full of concern. But your eyes more revealing a firm, that time seems to be no reason, but just feel comfortable. When we reunite openappmkt again, I saw you look at the mother's eyes, when the eyes also hold in mouth full of tears, that time getting openappmkt to understand: the original tears, there is another meaning and flavor. Maybe you hesitate, but I grew slowly until you know how the decision hesitate to withstand much pressure, but also began to observe how much you want to pay hard. What all these years you pay to get your tales of how many wrinkles on his face? Let your head to give birth to the number of white hair? Let your skin and grow the number of senile openappmkt plaques? ,,, Such figures, I do not know how people go considerations. About love, I do not know how to return, about love, I do not know how to elaborate. Love carriage that time, I always openappmkt pestering openappmkt you want to sell with you face, you can not help me Ruanmoyingpao promised me. Since then, I have gained with you the privilege of selling surface. At that time, I always happily go out with you, sitting on the carriage, swinging my feet, in fact, I just want to get back that summer feeling as relaxed maybe in my case would have a go no longer backwards . At that time, you seem to have insight into my mind, so you give me humming a ditty, with your own words covered their song. Go out so many times, I have never heard of the same. I understand your good intentions, so I'm always openappmkt showing off a smile. openappmkt I want you to know I'm still happy that their ,,, that time, I often fell asleep in the carriage, so then you're ready for a quilt on the carriage. I was sleeping when I gently covered for you always, I have never had therefore awakened. If the weather is really cold, you afraid I have a cold, afraid that I will wake up, softly spoken, your sadness, I know. At that time, lunch time, you always call on the name of a drink called a few dishes that I am willing to eat. But I know that every time you are reluctant to lower chopsticks, I also know that when you go out often wait until your own home before dinner,, a staple of summer dinner always ended relatively early, at that time still a long distance to bed time. You do not always walk out, chat with me at home, we have been talking chat. Sometimes the days are dark, we are still talking. I thought that my mother and grandmother back to the house and no one. Developed a habit, it is difficult to change. When you are sick, we'll try to chat. At that time you always ask how old I am, I said I have 23, and the find a husband up. You laughed, and said it could not bear to put me away, but do not trust me to others. At that time, I promise you, if you disdain, and I definitely openappmkt do not marry. Grandfather, is this is our promise? But my grandfather, that person did not appear, leaving you how to bear it? Remember the flesh with heart in high school, due to wear sneakers every day, combined with bedroom slippers to wear always mess reason my feet suffering from athlete's foot. That time, my feet swollen like a bread home, and in some places also bleeding, you hold my hands and feet, eyes full of worry. openappmkt Later, before putting me back my medicine. Sophomore school before summer vacation, my right hand finger nails from the Great Mother of meat, that's openappmkt terrible pain. You complain that I write too Push aside while consulting a variety of solutions. Each subsequent call once told me not forget to pay attention to hold a pen to write the way, I remember putting nails hurt a little dragon early Ju. I know, terrible pain in my flesh attached also underlie biting you. Well, my grandfather, your pain then why not underlie me? Watching you suffer so, I am better than anyone else uncomfortable on his deathbed. I really want for you to bear it all, I bear to see you a little bit thin, but bear to see your face one day become pale,, the force on your arm becomes weak in one day, your half body has become increasingly lose control, watch your own blame blame, listening to you complain that they drag their children, understand openappmkt your own desire to walk independently again,, grandfather, and I really want to ruthless relentless openappmkt drip beat myself, Why am I so useless? What is not always enough to help you,, your condition when I learned that I have to call home every day, but I play every time the phone I will become more frightened and uneasy. I'm afraid fewer and fewer times I call, I'm afraid you can not hear your voice. As my mother calls me is afraid to answer, I carefully listened to her mother's every word, every tone observe mom, I'm afraid I missed something, but do not want me to miss anything. . . Holidays finally came, I can finally around with you every day. Hey you eat I always discuss with you, I let you eat as much as possible, and your most fit people always me. When you pinch given medicines, tried various ways to coax you to take medicine, or whether it is to break it into pieces to be crushed, to feed your time, no matter how bitter openappmkt medicine that you are not even blink brow to swallow. I know that even if you are not even sick, it is still for my sake. I do not want too much trouble,, at that time, although every day is a song cycle, but I know of filial piety is priceless, not everyone has the opportunity filial heart; at that time, although one day live everyday housewife life, but I deeply appreciate the flesh and blood of love, not everyone is willing to taste the food you do. You want to leave my grandfather, I just say a word in front of your spirit: "Grandfather, I'm back." Grandfather, I'm back, I take the fastest trains, midnight to get home. But you did not wait for me,, grandfather, your last tear for me and the flow of water is it? Since you are so worried about me, why did you leave? Grandfather, I believe we have telepathy, when I go home to wait for her sister together, I put the train Gaiqian, openappmkt and my heart is full of anxiety. Meal train for half an hour, but I was late for ten minutes. But I know, although I'm sorry, but I can not complain. I do not blame who I knew arrange all this is fate. Even if you see the last one, I would have regretted it. My only regret is not to cherish their own way is to use all my energy and strength of a good mother, good for Grandma. I want you to rest assured of heaven, peace of mind - at a distance openappmkt of home recently when my mother calls ringing, but I can not hear anything. My ears are full of cell phone ring tones, I do not know if this one is true or false. Sister reminded me that when I picked openappmkt up the phone, openappmkt I knew I eventually late. Since life is a train, openappmkt the train may Meal and why human life there is no choice? In a hurry to go home in a hurry to leave, everything openappmkt is fine just like a nightmare, but wake up to still dream. openappmkt I do not know that they are living in or outside of the real dreamland? Is there a place where I exist is a dimension that you never leave? Why did not more than a few days at home? Sister to come back exam, I would like to get back together with her. I never think to do something with her every time is a sacrifice or anything, I think the family is my wealth, openappmkt but I was really poor, I have not much wealth,, much to my wealth I just give what I can give my opinion of the best things. I'm clumsy in love, guarding, care of,, but eventually lost. . . TA in getting openappmkt back less ~ it ~ Do not let my mother and grandmother saw my haggard appearance, do not want them to worry, miss. Just did not help them to share what my abilities how so weak it? ,, Can not do anything back, here there are so many people who love me ~ I want a bitter openappmkt smile, who do not want to perceive me uncomfortable. I blissful silence, cry no trouble, I want to say: I grew up, I grew up, it is time that I should take responsibility, a mission of the. . . But please forgive me, I can not say I'm fine, do not worry - I'm doing good. These days, I pity, I'm sad, I'm sad, I despair of,, but I do not drop a tear in front of people, I can choose only strong, maybe I'll openappmkt be stronger openappmkt than I thought possible. Please forgive me I still can not look at the joy of life and death, but I will come out a little bit,, my grandfather, I chose to go this way the memory of our past we have, please openappmkt forgive granddaughter in such a stupid way only express your love, my grandfather, I love you! Grandfather, if I say I am now pain intolerable, you will not come back? Grandfather, openappmkt if I say I'm doing a little is not good, you will not appear immediately? Grandfather, if I said we exchange good? You do not agree? Grandfather, your answer is just a blind sound ,,,. . . . . . Grandfather, love to you, always to be continued ~ PS: Please forgive me yet so late fall asleep, openappmkt I'm not very good - but I will immediately adjusted. openappmkt . . 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